Stop trying. All you do is TRY. No, this is not about DOING either it is about LETTING GO. At this point, you keep cycling around the beliefs of “have to’s” and “obligations” and “right thing to do’s” and “getting it right.” None of this is serving you. You are so service- oriented that you keep trying to SERVE the collective, your family, Life. Service is a game. It is not real. It does not contribute to the greater humanity… at least not in the old way that we are programmed to believe.